Anonymous asked: You are better than him. He never deserved someone as good as you anyway. Be strong. The best revenge is to move on, forget him and be happy. I guarantee you that your life will be so much better without him. He will be a miserable fuck forever. xx
I sure hope so! No one deserves what that guy has put me through! He deserves to die a lonely old man. No one should lie and cheat and tell someone you love and adore them over and over again. Total manipulation.
Kik me. Can’t sleep.I’m not a mean person, I’m not going to kick you. And if I did, that wouldn’t put you to sleep. I don’t have magical sleep inducing kicks.
Wow so much for that whole “you are the only one I talk to on Kik, babe!” Bullshit. Just lies lies lies
Calling me a random psycho girl that he “barely talks to” and making plans to visit other girls, during the time that I would have actually been there?! What the absolute FUCK
:-(
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So hurt and betrayed and used.
People shouldn’t be able to do this sort of thing to subs! We are so loving and caring and giving!
we had been together for 7 months so it wasn’t like this was some random short term thing either, that is certainly enough time to build up a relationship with someone.
What a fucking cunt. Ugh.
blackphoenix77 asked: Sorry about you and Eddie, sweetie. I agree with that other poster--forget and forgive. There's definitely someone better waiting for you out there
Never forgive. That behaviour does not get forgiven. I will move on a forget him in time but no one should forgive that. He used me.
fahrschule asked: Hi Sweetheart, you are so lovely! After reading you latest words I just felt like propping you a line, please please do yourself the great favor, first of all forgive that bastard, then and move on! There are so much love for you in this world! Keep it up hot girl, I love your blog it makes me warm and hard ohhh yeah! xxx mr. Fahrschule
I will never ever forgive him. I hate him. He was supposed to be my one decent boyfriend. He said he loved me so many times, and only me, only wanted me, that I was his dream girl.
We are trying to patch things up after what happened - so the fucker decides to fucking cheat on me AGAIN only this time for real and not online.
WELL FUCK YOU. I gave that man everything and I loved him more than anything and I can’t believe this is happening again and I can’t believe I let him back into my heart.
What the actual fuck. I was freaking out all night because I knew something was up and he kept saying everything was okay.
He really was out with another woman. THAT SHIT. What the fuck.
I am so so so fucking heartbroken and I cannot stop crying. I can’t even believe this is happening, Jesus Christ I am such an idiot.
fuck people are such fucking scumbag creeps and they don’t fucking care!!!
Bill Murray on Gilda Radner:
“Gilda got married and went away. None of us saw her anymore. There was one good thing: Laraine had a party one night, a great party at her house. And I ended up being the disk jockey. She just had forty-fives, and not that many, so you really had to work the music end of it. There was a collection of like the funniest people in the world at this party. Somehow Sam Kinison sticks in my brain. The whole Monty Python group was there, most of us from the show, a lot of other funny people, and Gilda. Gilda showed up and she’d already had cancer and gone into remission and then had it again, I guess. Anyway she was slim. We hadn’t seen her in a long time. And she started doing, “I’ve got to go,” and she was just going to leave, and I was like, “Going to leave?” It felt like she was going to really leave forever.
So we started carrying her around, in a way that we could only do with her. We carried her up and down the stairs, around the house, repeatedly, for a long time, until I was exhausted. Then Danny did it for a while. Then I did it again. We just kept carrying her; we did it in teams. We kept carrying her around, but like upside down, every which way—over your shoulder and under your arm, carrying her like luggage. And that went on for more than an hour—maybe an hour and a half—just carrying her around and saying, “She’s leaving! This could be it! Now come on, this could be the last time we see her. Gilda’s leaving, and remember that she was very sick—hello?”
We worked all aspects of it, but it started with just, “She’s leaving, I don’t know if you’ve said good-bye to her.” And we said good-bye to the same people ten, twenty times, you know.
And because these people were really funny, every person we’d drag her up to would just do like five minutes on her, with Gilda upside down in this sort of tortured position, which she absolutely loved. She was laughing so hard we could have lost her right then and there.
It was just one of the best parties I’ve ever been to in my life. I’ll always remember it. It was the last time I saw her.”- from Live from New York: an Uncensored History of Saturday Night Live
Stupid PTSD and panic attacks and awful feelings ;_;
I think I’m too mentally ill to ever be in a relationship because I will just freak out constantly and cry and make the other person feel bad because I’m always freaking out and crying :-(